Silent words

I have so much to say and I do say it. Thats my problem, i do say exactly what I feel. Sometimes I feel I am more than honest, and to the extent that I lose control and go to the core of truthfulness. But what happens..nothing..nothing happens. And the truth goes unnoticed and I am left wondering what else I could have done to get my point across. Should I start lieing , should I have used tact ful ways, should I manipulate, maybe that will help me. But when I want to tell something to some one I just like to put it on the table and just be up front..No dont do this none of us should do this. Get the job done as they say. So If you are able to convince the opposit side by any means then you are smart. So do the smart work.. Silent words have so many meanings and even though they are full of facts and truthfullness but If they serve no purpose, those words cannot be heard. What will happen end of the day would matter, not what you thought might happen..or you just lose your energies in doing that with no results!

Thinking while moving along..

Life is name of achievements or is it really . Is it end all and be all. In a very wierd way how much the achivements mean to us or the people around us comes down to what are we expected of by our family, our peers, etc etc. But how much it satisfies you. Are we living a life defined and outlined by other people, are we basically doing what we should and shouldnt do. Sometimes I feel while doing so we lose our selves, our spirit , by the time we reach to the end and turn back , we had already missed our true self some where on our way and the journey ends while the soul remains unsettled and wanders and is but some where all alone..

A Journey

Today is my first day at my blog, a little nervous, well it may sound funny to some and rediculous to others. I feel as if its my first day at school when I was 4. Though I dont remember at all how I reacted and how much tough time I might have given to my mother, as it goes way back, but still this is how it might have felt, I suppose. My journey started when I actually started realizing that I exist and exist amongst people I call my family. Now let me give it a date as well , hmm, 1978.